For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. (Ephesians 6.12)
Who wants you to compare yourself to others instead of the Perfect Example you were already given?
Who wants you to doubt God's existence just enough so you never get close enough to hear His voice?
FACING MY GIANT
Is my abusive X boyfriend really the one who wanted to defeat my trust, love and compassion for my fellow person and replace it with fear and anger?
Is he really the one who wants me to hate myself and feel guilty and worthless?
Is my boss the one who wants me to be filled with hatred and anger because of her disrespect and condescending attitude? No.
They are merely tools working for the devil...
Who wants me to be filled with anger and indignation so much that I toss and turn wishing I could sleep? Who wants me to continue seeing my X's face in my dreams? Who wants me to be distracted just enough to not have God's peace? Who wants me to be pissed off just enough so I don't feel the relief of forgiving? Who wants me to feel worthless and unloveable?
Tonight you will NOT win! I was reminded who I am really fighting with~ its seems thats half the battle! You can not destroy God so you try to destroy God within me...
TONIGHT IS NOT YOUR NIGHT!!!! - ME
You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. (1 John 4.4)
1 comment:
Stay strong, my dear. I know that you will. I hope that you find some peace tonight.
Also, when it said "facing my giant", i was sure it was going to be some joke about my height. I'm glad i kept reading.
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